they're talking about giving me percacet post op. If it knocks me out like it did g'ma, Chad's gonna have to run. my g'ma threaten to de-knight her surgon and said she would practise on dad first....lol. So i may have to do a week or twos worth of work ahead and post as I could. I really want to wait till after christmas. I'm hosting and I have everything i need except piddly stuff. I don't want mom to have to come to my house and cook when I should.
I'm also gonna try for a weds. chad's off then. The surgery will take an hour and 50/50 i could leave that day. Dr. Seal will cut a inch to inch and half incession in my middle back and cut away the herneation.
I really hate my family right now. Both sides of the gene pool gave me my mental disorders and now g'ma's side is killing my back.
Well it is going to be on the 19th of Jan. I'm going to be alone on that day. I am going to see if chad can switch his days off for this. he can't take the days off though. I have a pre op physical on the 6th. I wish my mom could be there, but she will be in IL and G'ma can't afford to come up here either....