I'm dropping off the map

Hi,

Don't be surpirsed if I disapear for a long period of time. Between my bronchis in aug and this month along with almost dying, withdrawl from all my medications, 2 days of living hell with being in a maina 99.99 percent of those two days which landed me in the mental ward to get my meds regulated, then getting a monster cold and on top of this, my g'ma has congestive heart failure. Chad also lost his job to be with me in the hospital while they saved my kidney's.

It's all proven to much and I have become depressed again. It's going to take all my energy to take care of the dogs, chad, household, making myself stitch, cooking, and to just keep from going plain insane.

Dispite all that could you guys please pray for g'ma. I can't live without her and dixie. Those are my two ancors to this world.

Tata for now I hope to be back in a few months. If anyone want to talk to me, just talk to Mickey. We talk almost everyday.

Randi

Will do that, Randi, I hope you get better soon
Take care

Afke

I will be praying for you Randi. Do you go to counseling at all? Hope you feel better soon.

Randi, hope you're feeling better soon. You'll be in my prayers. If you don't go to counseling, that might be something to look into, I know it helped me alot. I'll also keep your g'ma in my prayers. Let us know how things go please.
Hugs, Paula

Prayers are being said here.

I have been under mental health supervision since I was 5 on and off, So I have a therpist and doc for that. I saw the doc yesterday and he gave me great news. I was no where near remotly dying. normal levels of lithuim are 1.2 to 1.6. i never went over 1.3 and with in 24 hours was at .05. Toxic is 2.0 or higher. So my opinion that doctors are idoits is a safe one.

This psych chick made me doubt myself when she told me I had tried to kill myself. that plus the rest of the crap made me depressed. I told her to shove her degree up her you know what.

I have not done anything stupid in 4 years, I am safe. But it makes me mad that I was never toxic and was in therputic range and below the whole time. I got two cathiters for no dang reason.